I hate looking people in the eyes…..such an intimate gesture…. So awkward. I tend to look at someone’s forehead when talking to them…..or the sky. I read a person by their actions….their eyes always throw me off. It’s harder to read someone by just their eyes….unless you and the person are at least somewhat spiritually connected. We often mask our souls with our emotions through facial expressions….it’s like some sort of spiritual defense mechanism.
You ever just wake up and find yourself buried deep within a dark abyss? And I don’t mean it just being dark with the lights off….I mean like mentally. It’s like you’re buried deep under a dark abyss of your own thoughts. You’re trapped…you have nowhere to run. That feeling you get when you realize that you’re walking around and “living” trying to mask the monster that lives deep within you. Too afraid of being kicked out….of not being accepted for your true nature. We have to let the monster out once in a while. Those feelings of being trapped stems from repression….repressed souls are the most deadliest.